HEY TAKE ME TO NARNIA OR NEVERLAND, NOW!!!

YA ALLAH YA RABB, INI APAAN YA ALLAH? GA KUAT BENERAN PENGEN LARIIIIIIIII.

If I could tell how much I feel the vain inside, I don't know what's supposed to I do even to calm my self down.


GA AKAN LAGI-LAGI GUE MENYANGGUPI PERMINTAAN SEKOLAH YANG GA MASUK AKAL.

Ya Allah beneran mau nangis ini aaaaaah :'''''(

For everything's sake, gue baru tau yang namanya doing something under pressure and being catched by the deadline.
It feels like you want to go go away, ignore the obligation that ACTUALLY you musn't get.
Ya ALLAH BENERAN ASTAGHFIRULLOHALAZIIIIIM.

HOW COULD I PREPARE MY SELF FOR ACADEMIC, ART AND SCIENTIFIC WORK IN THOSE FUCKING THREE DAYS?!!!!!!

:''''''''''''''''''''''''''(


Ps : sorry for those brokenly english. I can't think clearly how to deal with an aproppiate write. It's just a way to ragging for those terribly hectic condition

Bad Romance or Worst Romance?

HAHAHAHANJEEEEEENG, LOL! EXTRA SUPER DUPER LOL!!!!
Oke gue tau ga pantes emang maki-maki di blog. but who cares? woooy ga tahan gue wooooy hahaha sinting dah gua sintiiiing.

FYI, I've even never love you boy!!! NEVER!!!
See?
If you want to know the happiest truth about its romance is... I am only feel that YOU'RE ADDICTIVE, I AM JUST FEEL THAT JOY OF YOUR ATTENDANCE IN MY LIFE.

it's normal thing, right? when you're just feel happy and comfy when someone around you, THAT'S IT. Yeah only it.

yeah honestly sometimes I am feel that jealousy about your 'habitual of loving another girls'. but is that wrong? AT THAT TIME I WAS THINKING THAT YOU'RE THAT SPECIAL ONE. I often feel the same jealousy wiff other guys, too. hahaha sound's creepy, but jealousy is just an humanly feeling that can't mean for something important.
okay skip about that jealousy. gue mau lanjutin soal maki-maki ini. but maybe in english is the appropiate way to fload all of my thought this time.

you're the perfectly bastard.
that's it.
munafik lo. sometimes I feel so damn guilty about that innocence face, begging for forgiveness... begging but for me...
But it's just a fake angel face.
itu semua palsu.
ternyata lo menyimpan kebohongan dibelakang gue, sakit tau gak? iya SAKIIIT!!!
these are sooooo many fucking fake devil attitudes behind your angel face, banyak hal menjijikan yg gabisa dirubah dari lo. banyak.

udah cukup yaa chyn, cukup kebegoannya, bersyukur lo ga pernah nebar rasa sayang lo buat dia. it's just QUITE priceless.
masih banyak hal penting yang lo harus pikirin dan jalanin ke depannya.
life is about keep the the head held high, just ignore those meaningless rubish thingies.

xo.